Thursday, February 11, 2010

oh thursday, i could just kiss you!

 (through the windshield and over our rooftop...our tree that needs trimming, you'll find to the left.  our gutters that need cleaning so badly that they're growing plants, you'll find along the bottom.)

but couldn't you just kiss the air today?  muah and muah!  i am feeling more like myself these days which lends to a whole host of wonderfulness.  not feeling like oneself is...hard.  i especially use a lot of ellipses when i feel in such a state.  although i use them when i am not in such a state either.  so it isn't as telling as...

where am i going with this?

A.nywho.

we've been having perfectly terrific weather.  a little rain storm the other day.  sunshine today.  chilly air and puffy clouds.  flowers are bright and in blossom all over the place.  the logistics of how it is becoming spring already...blows my mind.

i've taken to photographing with my iphone.  not in a sell-outty way.  but just look at that picture above.  the blues are unreal.  almost like i planned it that way.  which i didn't.  because you and i both know i could not plan for such a happenstance.  (what does happenstance mean anyway?)

the past couple of days i've felt a bit manic.  if there could be something good that comes out of mania.  i have lots of energy.  feel good.  feel motivated.  which is a welcome change from wanting to sleep the day away and not do anything.  ever.  (also known as pms...and during ms) so i am really grateful for this right now.  these feelings.  this feeling more like myself.

how is your thursday?  and how are you feeling?  and how do you do?  :)

7 Comments:

Blogger April said...

My Thursday is good so far! I slept in a bit with the hubs, talked with an old friend. This afternoon we are going to look at a house for sale, which is very exciting!

I'm feeling weird but good lately. We're comtemplating taking a break from the TTC thing (or maybe just a break from clomid). In a way it takes a load off. Somedays I feel great about this, others I don't. We'll see.

February 11, 2010 1:46 PM  
Blogger emily b. said...

april, i swear...we are universally connected. i feel like my whole outlook changed about two days ago and am thinking of giving up ov. testing every.single.morning. i mean, i don't know. i kind of just want to have fun, ya know? take a break from counting, checking, etc and etc. and, just like you said, somedays i feel great about this...others...impossible.

good luck with the house!! :)

xo, em

February 11, 2010 3:14 PM  
Blogger HeatherLynn said...

Well, i'm a day late and dollar short on this one from the looks of things, but you'll still take my submission right?! cuz you're a gracious host like that...

My Thursday was kinda both awful and great. Great because the day before (wednesday) work was cancelled due to snow...which may i just say NEVER, EVER happens! So i got to sleep all day long (cuz i was sick too)...so Thursday found me well rested...recovering from my illness and I was ready to take on the day. Until my accountant called to tell me the homebuyers credit i was SO HOPING i was going to get, wasn't coming through afterall! I'm going to have a meeting with Obama first thing next week to straighten this mess out....he better clear his schedule because this is one very unhappy redhead over here!.....but then...i bounced back when my dvd from amazon arrived in the mail. YAY! plummeted when i drove home and passed MG, I waved, he didn't...utter heartbreak...but Grey's anatomy was new, so spirits went back up.

my thursday was like a miniature roller coaster of ups and downs and little curves in between.

Glad your weather is getting better, it was like -3 this morning here!

send some warm weather Em! STAT! I'm not a dr., but i watch them on tv on Thursday nights! ;)

~hl~

February 12, 2010 11:36 AM  
Blogger April said...

We must be universally connected!

I think I'm giving up the OPK's as well, it's getting so tiring. Since this revelation over the last few days I feel felt so much lighter, able to live day to day life without worrying what cycle day I am on and what it means.

Good luck, maybe this is all we need to do - relax. Like we've never heard that one before... :)

February 12, 2010 4:13 PM  
Blogger emily b. said...

hl - consider the warm weather sent! we've got clear skies and 71 degrees of warmth. i dunno. california seems pretty sweet right now. although, if we ever fall into the ocean, i think ohio will seem pretty sweet then... :) but yes, i've ordered 40 cc's of warm weather and a ct scan to pinpoint and eradicate the source of your winter weather. (that's basically all of my doctor vocabulary in one sentence!) hope your saturday and sunday go much more smoothly and are full of all things happy!!

xo, em

February 13, 2010 12:17 PM  
Blogger emily b. said...

april - hahaha, yeah, we'll put that to the test. 'just stop thinking about it and it will happen'...that one always drives me up the wall but...maybe this month that's exactly what i'll do. although, i'll probably just spend my time thinking about trying to not think about it. haha. also, yeah, i feel like a weight has been lifted. albeit a self-inflicted weight. but i think it's just the natural need to control one's fate, no? i'll keep you updated as to how well this relaxing thing works...or how long it lasts, haha

xo, em

February 13, 2010 12:20 PM  
Blogger HeatherLynn said...

Emily, could you BE any cuter? *said like Chandler from Friends*...

diggin your medical lingo! So very Dr. McDreamy of you!

xoxo
~hl~

February 15, 2010 10:31 AM  

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