while my benny is away

i went to work
i worked my buns off
i left work
came home
changed into comfy clothes
and embarked on my journey of massage therapy
and acupressure
i got a 3 hour massage tonight
it was heavenly
oh, and it hurt like the dickens
but now
oh now
i feel like i could cartwheel across the atlantic

so i came home
made a yummy dinner
and crawled into bed with my boys
downloaded some new tunes onto my ipod
facebooked (but just a little)
and watched the lakers beat the jazz

when ben is away i turn most of the lights on in the house
and i also have the tv on every second that i'm awake
this is so my paranoid ears don't hear anything
and, if they do,
i can look around and easily see that it was all in my head
paranoia is the pits

tomorrow i will
hopefully
finish 95% of my remaining work
have dinner with my ma
come home
do laundry
wash the last of the dishes
and jump up and down when my benny gets home
and then

who cares?
oh, of course life goes on
but i'm saving up all of my hugs for my husb
and they will be dispensed with much vigor

ok ok, and then sleep
then wednesday
then MAUI!!

i am a bit worried about leaving the boys for so long...is that normal? i think i'm sure they'll be fine. but...i'll miss my cuddly monkeys. and their funny faces. and their sweet talking.

holy crap. i just heard the SCARIEST noise outside. i'm going to sleep and turning up the tv (most possibly in the opposite order) before i freak out anymore.

oh good, dhani is on. that makes for fun television.

goodnight, my lovelies.