crappy crap crap

i am having a crappy day. full of grumpiness and all-around blah-ness. how come bad moods are made worse by people? people are like fuel to the fire that is my bad mood. i don't know.

maybe it's because today is one of those days where i feel like i'm speaking an entirely different language than everyone else. i say 'yes' or 'no' and everyone hears 'gaosignwegaew' or 'ncuaieg.' (even in alien speak 'no' begins with n. i didn't know that before today..)

it's just frustrating. i'm not even communicating well with my own self today. part of me is content sitting here on the bed, typing, listening to birds and the breeze. the other part of me is like, what the f, get up and do the dishes, look at the mess that you are living in.

(and a small part of me says, "technically it is 'look at the mess in which you are living.')

part of me is sick of always doing. the other part is consumed with said doing.

and this is what's left.

i DID get a new tote/purse from target yesterday and i suppose that is helping my mood in a very slight way. but barely. and i AM in love with my new wedges (shoot, there's no link...well, they're just super cute) that i got from nordstrom. and i DO love my new little stamps from mayberry sparrow. my fav is the chubby raindrop. a close second is the baby gnome. well, duh.

ok, so it's possible to cheer up a bit. but.

but.

but i'm so restless.

and i'm really angry. deep down. well, today at least. angry about nothing. which is making me even angrier. i mean, at least be angry about something pin-pointable.

see? it's the kind of day best slept off. instead i'll get up and do the dishes. because, lord knows, they don't do themselves.